HOMESICK...

homesickness is actually quite a common "ailment," especially when the shiny newness of college is starting to wear off and reality is setting in about your workload, exams, and other responsibilities. Depending on my situation, i may have been away from home for just long enough that it suddenly seems worthy of missing. yes., it is true.i miss my home so much.everything relate with my home, i will missing.alhamdulillah, next week will be the study weeks and it mean that i have been here for almost 4 month. it is not simple as u think.i face a lot of trouble being here..finally, the time will come.how long i have never go back my hometown...during my study experience, this is the first time i know the meaning of HOMESICK...:'( 

ALHAMDULILLAH..FINALLY ALL IS PERFECT

ALHAMDULILLAH...finally..after 3 years..facing the hardship,cried, down, stressed..and finally i fist my DIPLOMA..it is something which can't describe with word. thanks a lot to ALLAH, u know better, thanks a lot to my parents...do you know, if not your sacrifice, maybe i not be what i be and not reach what i get now..only ALLAH know how much i love u both..i will never able to pay your kindness until my last breath.

3 years is not a short period. i will never forget the valuable memory with u all my friends. studied, played, joked, we deed all together....

5 days gathering feel very short meeting..hmm...most of u all wish to further study. i wish if you all can imagine how difficult, sad, alone i face in this new culture and new place. i wish we can further in unisza again.all of us...

that konvo day...ohh...speachless. what i dream before become true..but refreshing the CGPA make the emotion become gloomy for a while...hmm..why so difficult to study??? actually it is not difficult but THEY make it difficult...i think your self who are they..

raining in my konvo day make all the plan destroyed. through up the motar boat become a dream only.not reality.meet her to my parent is gone as well.most of the time with my budys and i have no picture with my family...i cant image how chaos myself at that time..must be divide my critical time among my friend, my family and her..i very sad and frustrated at my convocation day...hmm...it all about raining...

but ALLAH's planning is better ever..in tomorrow, i still get shoot in unisza's gate and other memorial part.and guest what, together with my mom and dad..huuu..alhamdulilah..i still get a picture with them..

and the most pricious moment that will never forget,  she  meet my mom and my dad at that day.finally,.her pray become true..after hug my mom and my dad, i go back to usim..deep in my heart...just one word i can say..ALHAMDULILLAH  FINALLY, ALL IS PERFECT...